1 - Indeed I was an admin and I left server and I told you the reason but you didn't believe me , and you just rejected my first admin forum without even mention the reason .
2- I get mad some time on few players but that's if I got accepted that I'll use the admin for abuse or something like that , and you can ask players if you want i always apologize for anything that I did and that way I keep no hard feelings against me .
Thx .