Locked serious apology for my past actions

[Bananananana 2]

1: My ingame name:Banananananana !!!
2: My SteamID:_0:0:941691618
3: Name of the admin involved:notkoen
4: What server did it happen on:ZE
5: Map:i forgot 
6: Time and date:23/07/2025
7: Explanation of the situation:

I have been thinking to make an apology for what happened in the past from my side since i have away from the community for several months now and i really wants to come back.
I would like to sincerely apologize for my past actions that led to my permanent ban. I fully understand that what I did  was completely unacceptable and deeply inappropriate. I take full responsibility for my behavior, and I realize now how serious and wrong it was.

I want to make it clear that my actions has reflect on me and the community reputation overall and understand the consequences of such behavior. I deeply regret the harm  and bad image it brought to the community. My intention is not to excuse myself, but to show that I have learned from this mistake and that I respect the rules. and the human morals.

I am truly sorry to the Nide.gg community and staff team for putting you in this situation. I promise that if given another chance, I will follow all the community rules, behave respectfully, and make sure such an incident never happens again. I hope to gain your trust again and opening new page on the nide community.
Thank you for reading my post, i strongly believe that you will taken in very serious manner.

8: Proof: the staff team know about what happened 

[mako4ever 81]

I think you deserve second chance

[CrazyChris 120]

Given with how severe your actions were, no apology will ever erase the actions that you committed in the past. To think that you were warned in the past & you continued to disregard those warnings, I don't see any reason as to why you should get a 2nd chance.

[Giovanni 29]

While i do believe in giving people a second chance, i have zero tolerance for this kind of behavior. 
as @ CrazyChris  mentioned, the nature of your actions makes them, to put it mildly, completely unacceptable regardless of any reasoning behind them. You were warned multiple times by several staff members, yet you chose to continue. 
your actions crossed a clear an serious line and demonstrated a significant lack of judgement and moral compass. I don’t see any reason for a second chance.

[notkoen 163]

Denied. Your behavior is not welcomed in this community, and a simple apology does not suffice.