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I'm going to step in and deny your admin application. You have only played on the server for four hours, and have made no effort to connect with the community and the admin team. Improve your activity and interaction before reapplying.

The anticheat plugin on our server has banned you for using aimbot. Hope this helps.

I've added @ Duke and @ Stress to leaders. @ Aether the steam id you provided is invalid.

+1 Working and playing with you has always been a joy, and I have no doubt about your ability to administrate the server when needed. Please don't use this shitty ass font next time :>

Denied. Your behavior is not welcomed in this community, and a simple apology does not suffice.

Hi DragonzBalls, We appreciate your concern about Nide admins. However, after matching the timing of your punishments with your chat logs on the server, we see a troubling pattern in your interactions on the server. Attached below is a few excerpts of what you say on the server: [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: at leat hitler didn't finished his own famile, as gays do to their own [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: humans > homos sapians > moskitoes > homos sexuals [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: gays should be restricted to be admins [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: talking to me fake male ? [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: you fake male gay [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: haraga good choice admin, she will be here until her death [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: harage 40 y old , virgin, at mom's basement, stuck on css since 2010 :o [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: be careful haraga is trans [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: be careful with gaymergirls, are the dirtiest and most disgusting “girls”, they have no hygiene [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: homo didn't understood male+male//female+female is abnormal and unnatural While our rules are very lax, there are other people who perceive your messages very differently. We've received several reports concerning your behavior, and thus we have taken action against the things you say. So consider this your warning. In regards to "unfair" treatment, you are more than welcome to report admins showing favoritism as we do not tolerate that. If you believe someone should be punished but did not get punished, you are free to either make a report on the forums or reach out to any of the LSA's, me, or Anwar with your concerns. Unfortunately, we are not on the server 24/7, and cannot monitor everything our admins do. Thank you.

I'm going to keep this short. This is a gaming community, not a political and religious discussion forum. If you want to discuss such topics with your friend, you are free to do so anywhere else but the server. Many players do not feel comfortable with the things you say and post, and this is not the first time this has happened. If you do not want to talk to the player, you are by all means free to use !sm or mute him from the game menu. But if that's too much for you to do then expect to receive shit talk from players who you offend. Consider this your final warning. Any further instances of you intentionally using controversial sprays or discussing sensitive topics that make others uncomfortable will result in punishment.

Hi, you were permanently banned with the reason "aimbot" https://bans.nide.gg/index.php?p=banlist&advSearch=STEAM_0:0:511961507&advType=steamid

Hello @ Pantcake , Thank you for taking the time to write a complete report, and appreciate you including your own background to provide context to others the relationship we had prior to this. I would like to address your report and provide clarification on several matters. First, I want to state that I had no intentions on having scripting send any images at all. The intention of my message was meant to be a joke to play along with the conversation. Scripting was already labeled as a "femboy" by several other members of the community, so I sent the message asking for "thigh high pics" as a joke. In retrospect, it was an inappropriate message to send to someone underage, and I fully recognize the seriousness of my messages and the negative connotations it carries. Attached below is a screenshot of Script1ng being associated with femboys, which led me to send the messages in question: Given the explanation above, I would like to state that I have also never reached out to scripting privately to ask for pictures. I have uploaded a transcript of my private messages with scripting, which you can download here. For full transparency, the messages were exported using Discrub, and no external modifications/edits were done after downloading the chat logs. Scripting himself can also attest to the fact that I have never reached out to him privately further asking for pictures. So besides the message that was sent on the Nide Discord server, no further inappropriate messages were sent. When you reached out to me privately, I owned up to sending the inappropriate messages in the screenshots that Snail had provided in his document. I want to clarify that I was unaware of Scripting's actual age. I had incorrectly assumed that he was overage given how he has played ZE for several years at the time of the messages, shown maturity when dealing with other players, as well as discussing mature topics like "femboy" many times. I had seen scripting for a while, way before I joined Nide as a server manager as he was a frequent CS:GO ze player that traveled other servers. It was because of these factors that I had assumed he was overage. It was only shortly after sending the messages that a player let me know that scripting was underage, and hence why I immediately deleted my messages, backtracked on my inappropriate joke, and apologized to him. I am an emotional and social person that very often speak what is on my mind without any filter. You can attest to this behavior since my days on Zeddy's many years ago, and is also why I had gotten in trouble many times there for speaking my mind. Given my reasoning stated prior, I had incorrectly assumed scripting was overage, and I then proceeded to make a joke based on the situation without ever considering the impression it gives nor the actual age of Scripting. It was fully my mistake for assuming a person's age and making jokes/comments that are inappropriate to talk about, and I will own up to this. First, the message asking for thigh high pics was meant to be a joke. Talking about thigh highs is a meme in of itself ("programmer socks" as referred by the internet), and the messages that were sent in Chinese is also a joke in the Chinese ze scene given how many actual femboys there are. I'm not going to deny that the message being sent as a joke, without context, is completely inappropriate and can make other people feel uncomfortable. However, I am making it clear that I had no ill intentions with my message besides it being a joke to poke fun at scripting being associated with femboys. Second, as mentioned in Snail's document, I admit to being a degenerate. I have done ERP before and cracked made many sexual jokes with people before. Many people across several communities can attest to my open-minded and no-filter nature to crack sex jokes given the opportunity as part of my way of socializing. Because I always treated it as a joke, I never gave any second thought to how others would feel about my comments, nor did I ever stop to consider the negative connotations and impressions my messages would give off. I understand that while I am overly social and perverted with my comments, I need to be careful with the things I say and who I say it to. I never had any intentions to hurt anyone as I want nothing but to make people smile and laugh with my dumb jokes. Third, I want to clarify that I always viewed Zombie Escape, and online communities in general as a way to socialize with people. There was a time when I would treat ZE seriously and focus on playing the game, I have shifted my mentality to more of a social game to hang out and have fun. Hence why I do not feel any shame in befriending people and cracking similar sex jokes and inappropriate comments. I understand that many people do not view the game the same way, but that is how I view the game and why I would make said comments. The lesson I learned here, and have made strides to improve on since the first report months ago, was that I need to be careful with the things I say and do in public. While I these jokes may be funny to few, I need to realize that there are times and places where such comments are completely inappropriate. I should also be careful with who I say these things to, as some may either be underage or uncomfortable with what I say. I will take full responsibility for my actions, and own up to the criticisms that many have expressed towards me. I acknowledge in being immature and a degenerate, and will aim to continue improving myself. I want to first apologize to you @ Pantcake as my actions shattered your perception of me, and that I had betrayed your trust. It was never my intentions to betray you, but I understand where you are coming from with your comments. I enjoyed the memories we shared on Zeddy's years prior, and feel ashamed that this is how we reconnect years later. I always viewed you as a reasonable person, so I will take your criticisms to heart and will work to improve on. I'm sorry for everything, and I hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me one day for my actions. I also wanted to apologize to @ Hobbitten for how things were handled on Nide. The clear lack of maturity from my end is clear from both this case and the prior case concerning a banned player. I understand that my actions have led to many issues in the community, and have put a strain on the relationship between the Nide management team and the players. I will take responsibility for my actions and submit myself to any disciplinary actions management has for me. I understand the things that happened were my fault, and I fully own up to the things I have outlined. Lastly, I want to apologize to the rest of the Nide community, and really the entire Zombie Escape community, if my actions and words have ever made anyone uncomfortable. I never had any ill intention to hurt someone, and only ever cared about befriending everyone while keeping a funny mood. I now understand that not everyone sees things the same way as I do, and I have taken this lesson of thinking before saying/doing to my heart. I will work on improving myself as a person, and hope people can forgive me.

Unbanned.

I've unhidden @ Snail 's comment although I have expunged the included screenshots due to this being a public forum. However, you can still view the original screenshots in his attached Google document. With that said, I would like to address the portion of his comment about me. 1. The "zecord" The discord server (which I will refer to as the "zecord" from now on) was an extension of the original gmod zs/ze thread on GFL's ZE discord server. The original members of the server all hung out in GFL's public voice channels. Over time, both the thread and the group of people increased in size, and so too did the people who annoyed us. It was then decided we would migrate to a separate Discord server instead, hence the creation of the "zecord." However, the zecord itself was open, and anyone was allowed to invite anyone as they please. It was merely a place for all of us to hang out without having to worry about GFL's rules and other people. At one point, the zecord reached over 120 members with tons of channels and individual friend groups. I only cared about befriending people and getting to know everyone, so I was always open to inviting anyone. Due to its size, none of the other channels besides general chat were moderated. Hence why there were explicit content being shared without my knowledge. The server was purged shortly after Trixie, Futo, and Kathleen was exposed for sharing said explicit photos. 2. Chino I've known Chino prior to playing on Sunrust as he was originally a Nide CSS ZE player. While we did not talk much, I befriended him because he was a chill guy and was a femboy. However, he had quit ZE for reasons unknown at the time, so I fell out of contact with him before meeting him again when I started playing Gmod ZS. We caught up, and I invited him to hang out with me on the zecord. A few months later, I was made aware of the comments that Chino made regarding kids. At the time, I had assumed it was a lost-in-translation misunderstanding and did not think much of it. It was later on that Mobile had messaged me privately with further screenshots of his past sprays and messages that painted the full picture of him. 3. Trixie, Futo, and Fray I first met Trixie on Sunrust during an OBJ Hardmode event hosted by Fray. It was coincidentally also the first time I started playing Gmod zs. We befriended one another after striking conversations, and I had invited him to the GFL Discord server to hang out. Even after the decision to create the zecord, I still invited Trixie because we all hung out and played games together. At the time, I was not aware of the things Trixie was into, nor did I bother ever asking because I had assumed people were "normal" and were chill. Admittedly, I do not remember who had invited Futo to the zecord. I did not know who Futo was entirely until after the zecord was created. I had very few interactions with him, and only had small talk up until his ban on Sunrust. The small talk we had never hinted me that he was lolicon, and I did not do my due diligence to find out more about him. Had I known he was a lolicon, then I would've never befriended him, and things would not have turned out this way. For this, I admit it was my mistake for not doing my due diligence in knowing a person fully, and being naive/optimistic about a person. I was not aware of Fray's past, nor did I ever bother getting to know more about Fray. He hung out with us on GFL Discord and the zecord many times, and the interactions never showed any signs of him being a manipulator and liar. All our conversations have been about ZS and OBJ, and outside of that our conversations were always friendly and chill. It is why it came to me as both a surprise and shock when the situation about him being a groomer shocked me because I did not expect this from him. I have not talked to him since the incident outside a few seasonal greetings and the occasional "how are you" messages. 4. Neox Neox is someone that I felt betrayed by. I've known neox much longer than the aforementioned people as we met in GFL ZE and have played together for years. While I found him annoying and retarded at times, I did not expect him to also be a lolicon. My first few interactions with him were rather unpleasant. However, ever since others and I started hanging out in GFL's public voice channels, he was also there hanging out with us. Over time, he's changed in a manner that I thought was positive. He's more chill, no longer as annoying, hence why I had invited him to both the zecord and the new server after it was purged. This was my image of him up until a few weeks ago when Mobile and another person sent me screenshots of Neox engaging in disgusting activity involving lolis. I had a hard time believing this was true, and the fact that his "loli" server was created after Trixie, Futo, and Kathleen was banned is what shocked me the most. I had given stark warnings to everyone reinvited to the new server about such behavior isn't welcome, and I had assumed everyone had learned their lesson. So I was both shocked and at a loss for words when I was made aware of Neox's new discord server. 5. Ketaminka Admittedly, I still do not know much about him. I've only had a few interactions with him, so I do not know what kind of person he is. I've only heard of rumors from a few people about his past, but I did not know the full extent of his past and the kind of person he is. There is not much for me to comment on besides what I was sent. 6. About Me What Snail said about me is a fair assessment of the type of person I am. I am an emotionally driven and a degenerate and horny person. I will not deny the weird and freaky screenshots of my messages. If you played on Zeddy's on CS:GO years ago, I already exhibited similar behavior. I did it without any filter, and never bothered to reflect on this behavior. It was only up now that I realize the full extent of my inappropriate messages and the negative impacts it has on people. While I've taken steps to improve these past few months when this situation first happened, I fully understand how people feel about me and why this is being brought up now. I have fully addressed the screenshot of the inappropriate messages I had sent in the Discord server to Scripting in a seperate forum thread. While I highly recommend everyone to read my response to get the full context behind my messages, I would also like to leave a short response here. The messages I sent were meant to be a joke aimed at Scripting, and I never had any real intention for him to send pictures. At that time, I was unaware of Scripting's age, and had incorrectly assumed he was overage given how long he has played ze and the way he interacts with other members of the community (this includes mature topics). When I was made aware of scripting's age, I immediately backtracked on my joke, deleted my messages, and issued an apology. Once again, I do implore people to read through the linked thread for my full response. I want to apologize to anyone I have either yelled at during my emotional outbursts or sent inappropriate messages to. It is my fault for being immature and never considered how others perceive my messages, as well as being ignorant of my behavior. I always believed in being a social person and befriending everyone, but I often get too comfortable making inappropriate jokes and comments. Many people have came forward and confronted me about my inappropriate behavior, but I always feigned ignorance and continued making inappropriate comments. It wasn't until recent that the consequences of my actions have come back to bite me, and only now do I see the wrong in my ways. I know this comment alone isn't enough to apologize for what I've done, nor will it change everyone's opinion of me, but I hope this can be the start to mending my mistakes and improving as a person. I acknowledge my terrible handling of the situation has impacted the rest of the ze community in a negative manner, and in general how I have handled the server these past 2.5 years does not please everyone. While I had good intentions and ambitious goals for improving the community, I wound up being ignorant of many opinions about the server and ignored advice from experienced people. I blame no one else but myself for the current situation as this should have been handled with proper discussion between all the admins and management rather than just me going off of whatever I felt like. I failed my job as a server manager, and for this I am terribly sorry. I acknowledge both Mobile's and Snail's criticism of me. I have an extensive history of outbursts and being both biased and unfair in my treatment. I've also flaunted my positions to coerce people after not getting what I want. For this, I apologize to any player that has been affected by this. I will take this opportunity to better improve myself as a person in hopes that in the future, I can make up for my mistakes. I am appreciative that people have stepped up and pointed out the many issues I have. I fully recognize the fault in my ways, and aim to improve myself and how I interact with people.

We will properly address this when we finalize the conclusion of our investigation. We apologize if it's taking longer than expected, but we want to ensure we have all the details correct and the full scope of the situation be properly addressed as there are multiple details that contributed towards the decision to demote him.

We're currently in the process of discussing this matter internally and a full response should be put out soon. Because there were several factors at play, we've had to discuss all that's happened as well as pull evidence from server logs. Rest assured, this matter is not being ignored and rather, we're discussing and figuring out the best course of action.

While this is a ZR application that's outside of my jurisdiction, I would just like to point out that you can still help admins and the server without being an admin yourself, such as reporting people through the proper channels or helping other players out. You don't need to become an admin if just want to help other admins or the server.

-1 You don't exhibit the admin qualities we are looking for.