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Denied. Your behavior is not welcomed in this community, and a simple apology does not suffice.

Hi DragonzBalls, We appreciate your concern about Nide admins. However, after matching the timing of your punishments with your chat logs on the server, we see a troubling pattern in your interactions on the server. Attached below is a few excerpts of what you say on the server: [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: at leat hitler didn't finished his own famile, as gays do to their own [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: humans > homos sapians > moskitoes > homos sexuals [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: gays should be restricted to be admins [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: talking to me fake male ? [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: you fake male gay [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: haraga good choice admin, she will be here until her death [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: harage 40 y old , virgin, at mom's basement, stuck on css since 2010 :o [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: be careful haraga is trans [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: be careful with gaymergirls, are the dirtiest and most disgusting “girls”, they have no hygiene [U:1:36105291] | DragonzBalls: homo didn't understood male+male//female+female is abnormal and unnatural While our rules are very lax, there are other people who perceive your messages very differently. We've received several reports concerning your behavior, and thus we have taken action against the things you say. So consider this your warning. In regards to "unfair" treatment, you are more than welcome to report admins showing favoritism as we do not tolerate that. If you believe someone should be punished but did not get punished, you are free to either make a report on the forums or reach out to any of the LSA's, me, or Anwar with your concerns. Unfortunately, we are not on the server 24/7, and cannot monitor everything our admins do. Thank you.

I'm going to keep this short. This is a gaming community, not a political and religious discussion forum. If you want to discuss such topics with your friend, you are free to do so anywhere else but the server. Many players do not feel comfortable with the things you say and post, and this is not the first time this has happened. If you do not want to talk to the player, you are by all means free to use !sm or mute him from the game menu. But if that's too much for you to do then expect to receive shit talk from players who you offend. Consider this your final warning. Any further instances of you intentionally using controversial sprays or discussing sensitive topics that make others uncomfortable will result in punishment.

Hi, you were permanently banned with the reason "aimbot" https://bans.nide.gg/index.php?p=banlist&advSearch=STEAM_0:0:511961507&advType=steamid

Hello @ Pantcake , Thank you for taking the time to write a complete report, and appreciate you including your own background to provide context to others the relationship we had prior to this. I would like to address your report and provide clarification on several matters. First, I want to state that I had no intentions on having scripting send any images at all. The intention of my message was meant to be a joke to play along with the conversation. Scripting was already labeled as a "femboy" by several other members of the community, so I sent the message asking for "thigh high pics" as a joke. In retrospect, it was an inappropriate message to send to someone underage, and I fully recognize the seriousness of my messages and the negative connotations it carries. Attached below is a screenshot of Script1ng being associated with femboys, which led me to send the messages in question: Given the explanation above, I would like to state that I have also never reached out to scripting privately to ask for pictures. I have uploaded a transcript of my private messages with scripting, which you can download here. For full transparency, the messages were exported using Discrub, and no external modifications/edits were done after downloading the chat logs. Scripting himself can also attest to the fact that I have never reached out to him privately further asking for pictures. So besides the message that was sent on the Nide Discord server, no further inappropriate messages were sent. When you reached out to me privately, I owned up to sending the inappropriate messages in the screenshots that Snail had provided in his document. I want to clarify that I was unaware of Scripting's actual age. I had incorrectly assumed that he was overage given how he has played ZE for several years at the time of the messages, shown maturity when dealing with other players, as well as discussing mature topics like "femboy" many times. I had seen scripting for a while, way before I joined Nide as a server manager as he was a frequent CS:GO ze player that traveled other servers. It was because of these factors that I had assumed he was overage. It was only shortly after sending the messages that a player let me know that scripting was underage, and hence why I immediately deleted my messages, backtracked on my inappropriate joke, and apologized to him. I am an emotional and social person that very often speak what is on my mind without any filter. You can attest to this behavior since my days on Zeddy's many years ago, and is also why I had gotten in trouble many times there for speaking my mind. Given my reasoning stated prior, I had incorrectly assumed scripting was overage, and I then proceeded to make a joke based on the situation without ever considering the impression it gives nor the actual age of Scripting. It was fully my mistake for assuming a person's age and making jokes/comments that are inappropriate to talk about, and I will own up to this. First, the message asking for thigh high pics was meant to be a joke. Talking about thigh highs is a meme in of itself ("programmer socks" as referred by the internet), and the messages that were sent in Chinese is also a joke in the Chinese ze scene given how many actual femboys there are. I'm not going to deny that the message being sent as a joke, without context, is completely inappropriate and can make other people feel uncomfortable. However, I am making it clear that I had no ill intentions with my message besides it being a joke to poke fun at scripting being associated with femboys. Second, as mentioned in Snail's document, I admit to being a degenerate. I have done ERP before and cracked made many sexual jokes with people before. Many people across several communities can attest to my open-minded and no-filter nature to crack sex jokes given the opportunity as part of my way of socializing. Because I always treated it as a joke, I never gave any second thought to how others would feel about my comments, nor did I ever stop to consider the negative connotations and impressions my messages would give off. I understand that while I am overly social and perverted with my comments, I need to be careful with the things I say and who I say it to. I never had any intentions to hurt anyone as I want nothing but to make people smile and laugh with my dumb jokes. Third, I want to clarify that I always viewed Zombie Escape, and online communities in general as a way to socialize with people. There was a time when I would treat ZE seriously and focus on playing the game, I have shifted my mentality to more of a social game to hang out and have fun. Hence why I do not feel any shame in befriending people and cracking similar sex jokes and inappropriate comments. I understand that many people do not view the game the same way, but that is how I view the game and why I would make said comments. The lesson I learned here, and have made strides to improve on since the first report months ago, was that I need to be careful with the things I say and do in public. While I these jokes may be funny to few, I need to realize that there are times and places where such comments are completely inappropriate. I should also be careful with who I say these things to, as some may either be underage or uncomfortable with what I say. I will take full responsibility for my actions, and own up to the criticisms that many have expressed towards me. I acknowledge in being immature and a degenerate, and will aim to continue improving myself. I want to first apologize to you @ Pantcake as my actions shattered your perception of me, and that I had betrayed your trust. It was never my intentions to betray you, but I understand where you are coming from with your comments. I enjoyed the memories we shared on Zeddy's years prior, and feel ashamed that this is how we reconnect years later. I always viewed you as a reasonable person, so I will take your criticisms to heart and will work to improve on. I'm sorry for everything, and I hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me one day for my actions. I also wanted to apologize to @ Hobbitten for how things were handled on Nide. The clear lack of maturity from my end is clear from both this case and the prior case concerning a banned player. I understand that my actions have led to many issues in the community, and have put a strain on the relationship between the Nide management team and the players. I will take responsibility for my actions and submit myself to any disciplinary actions management has for me. I understand the things that happened were my fault, and I fully own up to the things I have outlined. Lastly, I want to apologize to the rest of the Nide community, and really the entire Zombie Escape community, if my actions and words have ever made anyone uncomfortable. I never had any ill intention to hurt someone, and only ever cared about befriending everyone while keeping a funny mood. I now understand that not everyone sees things the same way as I do, and I have taken this lesson of thinking before saying/doing to my heart. I will work on improving myself as a person, and hope people can forgive me.

Unbanned.

While this is a ZR application that's outside of my jurisdiction, I would just like to point out that you can still help admins and the server without being an admin yourself, such as reporting people through the proper channels or helping other players out. You don't need to become an admin if just want to help other admins or the server.

-1 You don't exhibit the admin qualities we are looking for.

Denied. You barely just started playing on the server and you are already applying for admin. You have not interacted with the community much, and the limited interactions we've had with you were rather unpleasant.

After reviewing the demo and some clips, I have adjusted the mute duration from permanent down to 2 weeks. This isn't the first time you have mic spammed and talked over leader, and it seems like you just won't learn your lesson no matter how many punishments you have received. Just the last month alone, you have had more punishments than my 10 fingers could count. Please take these 2 weeks to reflect on your behavior and I hope you can improve yourself as a player. Second, you going around and calling admin "shit abuser" without giving proper context doesn't help your admin report. I'm sure you're old enough to understand the instructions and what we expect from you when it comes to appeals, so we expect you to follow these rules as well. Third, we noticed you made the comment "Seven : okay good luck lunala i will burn this server and site down" in chat. This isn't something you should be joking around, especially when you want to appeal your mute. This doesn't really look good for you. Please take these 2 weeks to reflect on your actions and grow up.

Hey Maradox. Unfortunately, I will have to give a -1 on your application. You just don't exhibit the admin qualities and maturity that we are looking for. You've had several punishments within the past month on server, and your interactions on the Discord server does not give us any confidence in your maturity. The last time we denied your application, we stated the reasons: lack of maturity and growth/improvement. This time, I still cannot see much improvement from last time.

-1 After your resignation, you showed little activity on the server. Just because you were previously an admin doesn't mean you can apply without playing.

Marked as SFW.

You can use !marksfw to mark your own spray as safe for work.

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