Dolly's Admin Application

[Dolly 471]

Required:

• Ingame Nickname: Dolly
• Discord username: dolly132
• Age: 19 years old
• SteamID: STEAM_0:0:530464029
• What server are you applying for (ZR or ZE server?): ZE

Optional: (Feel free to answer one or more questions)

Why are you interested in applying for admin?

Well, I am interested in applying for admin because I want to make things right, and of course continue contributing and doing stuffs for the community I love, I admit that I have done a lot of bad things in the past, things that can hardly be forgiven, though I got many chances in the past to make up for what I did, but I still wasted all of them, and here after +2 years of being away from NiDE, I want to come back again, not only as a player, but also as a normal admin, becoming admin again has always been my demand ever sicne my unban appeal got accepted (Which I appreciate btw)
Given the circumstances I went through and everything I did in the past, I have a small chance to get this application accepted, overall, I am doing my best to gain everyone's trust to at least get to become an Admin again on NiDE (ZE), despite the issues I have with some Staffs on the server, but I am ready to solve everything if the other side is also willing to be friends with me again. and I am talking about ire to be exact

I know I did so many bad things in the past, including sending private plugins/passwords that were used on the server to another host and also trying to illegally access the personal skins website, I admit my mistakes, and I am really sorry for what I did, I wish I could change the past, but unfortunately I can't, but I am trying my best to gain everyone's trust and make them feel comfortable when I am around, I am not the person that I used to be, I got older now, and I am more mature (I guess?) now, and I can pretty much handle everything without emotional feelings for what I had to go through in my life.

I am interested in applying for admin because I want to help the community again, with any least help possible, I want to make an impact on the community again, I want to keep the community alive in the long run, I am ready to spend most of time (If not all of it) in order to make features/plugins for the community, and which is what I am doing right now, most of my time goes towards making something that's gonna be useful on the server, not that I got asked to do it, but I wanna have good intentions and also put more effort into trying to become an admin on the ZE server.

Working on plugins alone is not gonna be enough to erase my past, or at least stop being judged from my past, I have to work harder and harder to gain everyone's trust again like in old times!
I am sure i am a good candidate to become an admin on the server, sure my past is horrible, and I admit that, but I am trying to make things right, and I honestly cannot stop thinking about what I did in the past, it was a very shameful of me especially when everyone had a very big trust on me, I know I let everyone down that time, but I am here again to pay for all troublesome I caused

What time zone are you active in (NA or EU hours)?
EU

How long have you been playing on the server which you applied for?
8 years

How experienced are you in the gamemode for which you applied? 
I am not that "experienced" enough, sure, I know a lot of ZE maps, but there are so many maps that I haven't played yet, especially when I had been away for a very long time, but I can consider myself as a fine experienced player on the gamemode, though I am trying to get to know every map on the server and not only keep nominating for nemesis maps :lenny:

Do you have any past admin experience?
Fortunately, yea, I used to be an admin here in 2021-2023 on the ZE server, and I pretty much did my job well during that time, and eventually I lost my access for the horrible things I mentioned above

Do you have any other skills like (Mapping, Plugins, Drawing, Video editing etc)
Well, I do have Mapping and Plugins knowledge, I used to create/edit maps a few years ago, but now I am focusing more on making/editing plugins that can be used on NiDE, I am trying my best to find any possible bug and get it fixed, and also to add more features on existing plugins
I am currently working on releasing FunModes V2, which will have many fun modes that can be played on the server, it's not easy at all to maintain all of them in one plugin, but I am trying!

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That was everything I had to say, I made an admin application ~2.5 months ago but it got denied, and here I am trying my luck again
I want to point out to these few things:

• I am seruously getting into the track of coming back to this community, I love it so much, I used to call myself a NiDE lover before, I want to keep that name till now!
• I am trying to be more social with everyone on the server, trying to use my microphone and also trying to help people who may ask for help in anything I know of
• I used to be a bad person and also used to "attack" nide a lot with words/actions, but that was the past, and I regret doing what I did
• I want to keep helping this community, I want to keep my contributions here, I want to live my life normally again, nide is a part of my life man
• I get around 8-12 hours to be online everyday, but it's not guranteed that I will play everyday given how expensive the life is, but that doesn't mean I can't be an admin and do my job if I got the chance to become one!
• I am Dolly! send help!

 

Thank you so much for reading this application (if you did :p)
Regards,

Love from Dolly!

[Kritz 21]

+1
a fellow developer and nerd, I a looking forward for those plugins you make. goodluck!

ps. where is dolly temple 2

[Kiku-san 60]

Yoooooo finally!! +1 one hundred times for me, he's beeing doing a great job helping everyone these past months in disc even if he couldnt join the sv.

I think everyone deserves a second chance (except cheaters, !tfo) and you in top of that admitted your errors and tried to redeem yourself all this time.

I love talking with you about FunModes V2 all the time, and i wish you the best of luck!

[LowParty 72]

You have shown that you have changed and matured like you commented, and those of us who knew you before, can see that. With your knowledge, I say that as a part of the admin team you would be a great asset to the community, even more than you already are.

+1

[JakeSnowy 32]

Good to see you trying to remedy yourself, after you've done some shady things. I think you are on the right way to the new pages on Nide and it would be great to see you among admins again, providing your developer skills and such. So keep it up matey = ).

+1

[Anwar 619]

Thank you for being honest about your past. it takes real courage to look at the past, acknowledging mistakes and having good intentions to move forward for better future.

what happened years ago came during being too young and emotional immaturity. while these actions cant be erased completely but they also dont define the person you are today.

despite everything you care for the community, trying to open new page, having desire to contribute positively, wanting to rebuild the trust through the actions and not just words.

cant wait to see more of your engagement within the community, good luck! 

['ŞŦŘƗƗҜ€Ř' 612]

Good luck!

[Maus 26]

Hello Dolly, i dont know you, so will refrain from your joining, application very good

Good luck!