Hey Seven, I think it’s still a bit too early for you to become an admin on the server. You’re still a bit young and sometimes react emotionally to criticism you get in-game. I don’t doubt your skills at all, but as an admin, it’s just too soon for you to start a trial period. I know you’re trying to rebuild your image, and that’s great just give it some more time, there’s no need to rush. Also, try to reread your applications before posting them since there are often a few mistakes it would really make them more impactful.